Some people say that when you learn new things about drawing, when you get a better insight on what you are actually doing, you start to see all the mistakes in your drawings and hate them, and think, that you can't draw at all. Then you slowly get better and reach the level that you've learned about, and you are satisfied with your drawings again. But then you learn something again, and the circle starts anew.
I am at the point right now when I hate my drawings, I see all the mistakes but I can't correct themt. I know what I'd like to improve, but I'm not capable yet. (And no, this is NOT a 'please tell me I'm good' journal entry.)
I'm practicing a lot, but most of the time I delete them, because they are not good enough, or I'm not confident enough to show them to you guys. Basically I'm a bit depressed right now. BUT! Don't worry, it's always like this when I try to get better.
I hope it'll be over in a week or two, because I have lots of sketches that I'd like to finish. (For example, a portrait of Olacile. I'm dying to finish that one.)
In the meantime, I hope I can color some of 's lines because he is really good. (His DA account is totes empty because he is an idiot, but nevermind. If he gives me some lineart to color, I'll upload them on my account. )
Sorry for the inactivity, I try to get back to finishing some drawings ASAP.
Praise the Sun!